Hello fellas !
Long time no see.
Been extremely busy.. [no it's not, im just giving myself an excuse].
But hell, i'm here already, aren't I? :D
School is gonna reopen soon =(.
In approximately...8hours time LOL.
Mixture of anxiety & anxiousness.
Subjects are gonna get tougher & tougher, but damn, gotta work hard.
Drop the dready topics, make the whole ambience so moody =(.
This holiday has got me thinking alot.
About life, people, my thinking & personality.
Life is filled with many excitements as well as dangers.
I feel that life in general is so mundane.
You came into this world, grow, study, graduate, work, retire & die.
In the past, when people say, " there is more to life than all these", I didn't understand.
But finally, now I do.
Now i understand what does it mean by "direction in life".
It's more than academic & working goal.
It's your goal in life, your long term goal.
Not just 20 years goal, but till the day you die, what you hope to achieve.
And it's not easy to find your final goal in life.
Some people search forever, but to no avail.
Therefore, I hope I can find mine, to make my life meaningful.
What can I say? Finally, I have matured LOL. <- bii see this thx!
I shall not say that my personality is perfection, because I have my flaws.
But after a few days of self assessment, I realise that, I'm not as good as I think I am.
It's quite upsetting because I always had a high regard for myself.
But then again, mistakes are pointed out so you can correct them.
I have a very strict character, in a sense that I will expect people to change for me.
I do not put myself in other people's shoes & I'm insensitive.
My thinking is very practical, because hey, I'm a Capricorn what.
But I realise that my flaw is not knowing how to deal with different people in a different method.
For eg, I can't ask a Cancer person to laugh when watching a sad show, because they are emotional by nature.
I can't ask a Gemini person to treat life seriously because they are people to "live life to the fullest".
I just hope that...Capricorn are fast learners =x.
To be a leader, you first have to be a follower.
Only then, would you know what a follower expects of a leader.
And through that understanding, would you be able to cultivate yourself into a true leader.
baby, I'll change for us x3
ily, yuki & yuni & yumi LOL.
Here's our story that does not end with a full stop but instead,
♥ 14 03 2009 ♥
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